Текст песни:

there was an old women who said her goodbyes
by gathering everyone she knew and telling them her lies
i wasnt faithful to my husband, i lied to my friends
but in the end i was thinking about you

when my mom had my brother she was no older than me
so whys it so hard to imagine a family
where im the one in charge, and not just a kid
and i think of what she did

and then my mind tells me to stop, compare what you do
on top of everything she was just a child, too
she wasnt giving up, despite the things she said
when she left she was thinking about you

i convince myself everyday im not going to disappear
you think id be okay with the thought after 20 years
but the ideas keep me up, and even if i could sleep
i wouldnt want to dream, because im thinking about you
and its driving me mad

i dont want to think about what we said
or have to justify why i stay in bed
instead of going out with my friends all the time

is it so hard to believe
that sometimes we
as human beings
get sad.